没什么好怕

hahahhahaha... this song is quite suitable for my feelings now? not for love but for friends? zzzz.. 
aihz... sorry..我还是很怕! -.-" 我很讨厌得罪人 ok....

back to studies:
economics... i love you.. can you please love me more.. please don't let me fail you no matter how..!! ah dui.. no more subjects to comment on adi.. that shows how sad i am with econs now.. -.-"
hmmm... damn nervous yet procrastinating my revision like shit these few days...
please wake up!

05+05 =10

is today's date!

but i wanna blog about 4th may 2010.. :<
damn tired and 烦day la.. very the annoying!!
slept from 4am till 7am without the alarm clock waking me up! aihz... problems circulating me and running around my mind the whole night la..... 做人很难 lor... and i drank a super concentrated coffee to start my whole tired day!!! zzz... but that coffee... makes me feel weird with my heartbeats and siao siao... -.-"

anyway, i managed to finish writing one whole english essay during my 9am lecture! (i think is because of the coffee) =.=... and then, i busy myself with mother's day present.. hahahhahha.. supposed to buy a card but bought a book in the end... more expensive postal charge lor.. the postal charge can actually buy a super pretty card in malaysia already la omg..

no mood for lectures at all today.. hoho... and i pity my friends more la.. since i dulan here and there...

ok la.. problems will come to an end no matter how.. 雨过天晴 in the evening.. phew~

as a conclusion, this shouldn't be my exam mood at all!! :( :( :(

the end of april 2010~

from spain trip to london trip and few weeks of lectures.. then, april is GONE! 

not to forget the busy Malaysian night (not only one night.. but a few months of practices and one super tiring day and night!)

wee wit... 44 days to go home.. but.. final exam in between la..

anyway, just happy with the time interval shrinking from 9 months to around 44 days now..

ohya! i am stopping country story until exam ends....! ok la.. finally temporarily stopping already since i played it due to I was too free and sien in newcastle.. =.= aihz.. my chickens, cows and goats will suffer from hunger in the meantime..

before i forget, i will update my edinburgh trip, lake district trip, london trip and malaysian night on this blog soon (after i go back to malaysia) :D

yvonne, please follow the decision you have made!!  

all i can say the word follow is not easy at all... 

 sei so ngap.. i saw u quite often in ncl la! lolx..

suddenly i miss you again..

AIHZ... I MISS HIM A LOT.. my lengzai wow wow..
sorry friends, if u think i miss you.. hahahhaha..

leng zai.. xiang wo ma??

your dai bei.. yorr.. i miss sayang~ing you so much!

this pic was taken when you were quite young har.. tail still so short!

your top view..

your stubborn look!! hahahha.. 

you must be thinking: "我一定要咬到它碎碎！"

that gorrila toy offended u meh...

this is your very fat look...

you know what.. i sleep the same away as him.. with my hands folded like this.. hahahah..

that's what my mom always said la..

you knot come out.. lalala~~ 

he really likes to walk walk.. who doesn't? aihz..

hhaahahha.. din see camera before meh..

smileee~~~ harrrr.. hahahahha..

walking with you at night always makes me feel happy and makes my mind calm down..

no matter midnight 10pm, 12am, 2am or anytime.. 

you are always there for me...
looking at the bright moon with me..

AIHZ.. all these.. old photos la.. dono how is your current look now.. sob sob... when i come back, we eat durian together ya!! and.. listen to my super long story in uk.. lolx.. im not crazy lahh though i sound like.. 狗是真的有感情的 lor.. sigh.. i miss how happy you were when you saw me coming back from subang last time (5 weekdays interval).. and i miss how you dropped your tears when i talked to you about my problems.. and i miss how i scared you until you jumped up a bit but acted so cool after that.. hahhahah..

I am ＭＩＳＳing YOU~

=.=

just felt like blogging..

about.. my lame english UNI lecturer's jokes..
hhahahhahaha

it goes something like this:
the answer for question number 1 is 'i'...
so he said: one 'i'
den he said: 'nonono.. it's wrong!'
all of us were ready to mark our answers wrong already...
and he said : we have 2 eyes...

>.< ah dui.. my uni life... why like that one.. hahhahah.. early in the morning 9 am tells us these jokes...
then this lecturer hor.. is always so happy.. when we defined the youth's age is from 16 till 47.. hhahhahahah.. cox he is 47 years old.. anything that categorizes him as young will make him happy... lolx..

ok la.. i like funny people.. funny things... BUT not stupid things that happened to me non-stop please!! hoho~

ass ignment

HMPH!!!!

i really don't like essays regarding my studies ar!!! i prefer karangan like 'melawat ke zoo negara' or 'berkelah di tepi pantai'!!! with all my imaginations inside... INSTEAD OF essays tat scared this gt plagirism or that gt plagirism... whatever.. 

THE ENd of my first year uni's easter break today!!!

 A quite nice and entertaining easter... compared to my.. ahem.. last year's lonely winter break.. hahahhaha.. so busy with assignment now.. sighh.. then may's exam.. 18th may!! exactly one more month from today.. aihz... study hard hard lor.. nerd mode switched on! duuut...

and i am busy with the newcastle's malaysian night now.. cheh.. it's directly one more week.. next sunday.. now i wish this malaysian night fast fast come and go please.. dance practices are wasting my precious time!

then, 13th june.. 我很期待要回家...  muax muax.. aihz.. hope my neighbour's dog can recognise my fat look la..

will update this blog not so frequently already unless i am crazy..

byebye and take care!

ihola.. spain!

back from spain trip (31st march till 7th april)..
been to barcelona... madrid.. toledo.. and girona..
nice trip with people i just knew not too long ago.. (less than half a year!) they will be known as my newcastle friends la... xD

 uncle yap, saik foo, me, desmond, caryn, yvonne, masayo and wilson

 8 of us..

 people with different ages and there are 1 singaporean and 1 japanese among them..

LOL

and i... "accidentally" showed them my 'not so happy' face during the trip.. due to personal problem.. sigh, then some of them kept saying sorry to me.. okok.. i know i am scary with the 'not so happy' face.. i hope i will remember to change it next time...

i uploaded 'some' of my camera's pictures on facebook already.. lazy to upload here again.. i took too many photos la... >.<"
i just pick some main important ones ar for now :

Barcelona's cathedral.. one of my favourite..

it's so beautiful inside.... and the scenery on top..

a plaza near la rambla street.. the place i had paella for lunch..

of course, la rambla...

 we stayed so near la rambla.. it's so convenient to come out everyday.. xD

waterfront

another favourite place... montjuic! so pretty...
ps: we went there 2 times due to insufficient time for the first day..

one of the casa thing... this one is Casa Batlló..

la sagrada familia.. very chunted building lor..

park guel

i like this thing.. hahhahah..dono how to say tim..

madrid jor.. went to a park for lunch..

felt so 'lam' with the flowers..

the bull fighting building..

watched 7 bulls got killed with the same method.. like that only.. >.<'

quite boring for us la seriously..

madrid's palace

tapas...

we ordered all the tapas in one restaurant.

but not ALL the tapas in spain.. =.=

i miss the feeling of walking along the streets in spain..

the end la.. for more information, please view my facebook photo albums..

there are more more MORE photos in my friend's camera la actually.. >.<

and pai seh if u saw too many of my self obsessed photos..

i really miss the trip now.. xoxo

NOW.. back to the real life now..

i have to FAST FAST finish my assignments and FAST FAST study for my may's exam.. harrr.. scared scared already la... but im going to london tomorrow.. duuuuuuut.. feel like slapping me.. aihz...

ohya.. and newcastle's malaysian night is finally reaching.. more dance practices lor.. please turn on my nerd mode for my exams!! ahhhhhH! life....

easter break

i almost forgot how to blog adi.. hhahahha.. the feeling of blogging is a bit weird to me.. >.<

im currently having an easter break for 1 MONTH! phew~~~ not relaxing at all one.. all because im too active i assumed.. hahahahhah..

this is really different compared to my winter holidays.. i am blessed with friends now.. muahahahhah!! and there are some i don't want to be close with.. HHAHAHAHA.. 得寸进尺 is my style~

okay la.. these few days i am busy with basketball, badminton, gym, swimming etc etc.. healthy ler... don't trust me... hahahhahah.. i everything also play a bit bit only..=.=

i have 2 big assignments to be done yo! for this easter...:( 

then FINALS on may... double sadness :( :(

i will update this blog soon! my 'soon' can be anytime in the future... hahahahha..

and you know what.. malaysians here call me chin yuen now... (urm.. due to there is another yvonne here..and i don't want to be known as fat yvonne..)

and the real chin yuen is back i tell you!! hahahaha..the siao siao one la i mean~~ and the lonely yvonne.. has left!! after 4-5 months being inside chin yuen.. lolx..

IM back IM back!! xD

spring~

no more snow... till winter comes again... hoho...
the sunlight is really omg to me... im like a bacteria that cannot stand the sunlight now.. =.=
and i wear cap almost everyday... actually, the sunlight here is just so light / minor compared to malaysia's panas terik.. sigh.. i dono how to go back to malaysia already la...BUT hor.. the temperature here still so cold!!! and sometimes i feel colder than winter.. hhahahahah..

ok.. i am busy with a few tests and LOTS OF HOMEWORK (really a lot.. pengsan~) as usual now.. all because easter break starts next saturday... hmmm.. i have 2 BIG assignments to be done during easter.. yorrr.. then may exam timetable is out..
im.... so scared la!!!

going lake district this saturday with coursemates~~ heeheeee...
good night..

RIP Mr. Ganesh.

Dear Sir,

You were not only a Sejarah teacher or a counselor to me, You were more like my good friend or may be more than a good friend can do!.. I knew You since I was in lower secondary school because of my brother.. I remember how I used to be so shy shy in front of You and You were always so friendly and approachable to me..

Then, during Form 4, You were my Sejarah teacher.. I think I used to bully You (acted rudely) quite often in class but You always acted so funny (seemed like enjoying it).. I felt no pressure talking to You at all and I just understood why (that You were a counselor for students) at the end of the year... -.-" blur me..

I went to the Australia trip organised by You during year 2006 too.. I remember the moment that You wanted to take a photo with me but I rejected You.. I apologised for that.. Sorry... I knew that it's impossible for this situation to happen again now. But You complained to an Australian about how rude I was that time.. You were always so funny and I really miss the things You had done...

I remember again that the time You needed someone to take care of the last few Japanese exchange students in your list.. You were busy persuading us one by one to find shelters for the Japanese.. I remember how You begged me to host the super last one (not so good looking one).. It was so funny..

Seeing You in school always made me smile and You did touch my live.. You gave me lots of indirect useful advices by telling my brother secretly.. However, the messages will be passed to my ears in any ways.. I appreciated the advices and learned from them always.. You will always be remembered in my heart as one of the best teacher in wms.. I miss You, sir... May You rest in peace..

You see, I don't even feel shy taking photos with You..

RIP Mr. Ganesh..
You made me cry.. so many times... :'(