sense

when we can sense sth is not right and it's not going to happen~~
it's believed that girls can do this better... er.. dono la...
hoho! let me tell you a fast story..

one month ago, my brother got the britain's got talent audition tickets in newcastle for free.. audition only la.. not big deal.. but can have a look at the judges also not bad.. hahahaa.. but just dono why.. i didn't tell any of my friends about it.. cox i can already sense sth?.. -.-"

so, today is the day!! it's also msian society's paintball day... but obviously i didn't go for the paintball!! and gave the reason 'i got sth else to do' to those who asked me for reason... hahhahah... i just don't feel like saying.. 'im going for bgt audition'...zzzz.... -.-"

back to the audition... i went there... saw the crazy angmoh here.. started lining up super early.. the line was so so so long until i can't see the end of the line... lolx.. somemore it's snowing and freezing cold... my bro and i looked at the situation.. and looked at each other.. and headed back home.. hahahahhaa..

the end.. i dono what to say la...

ohya!! i want to eat sushi arrrrr.... unagi!!! the red octopus... sweet tofu.. aihz...

and it snowed last night.. i didn't know about it at all.. until i pulled the blinds in my room..-.-" and got shocked myself! damn sohai lor...

hahahhaha.. and i brought home a snowball~

ke lian... i camwhored with it!

 

 my hand was so red obviously because of the COLD snowball!

  

pao... hahahhaha..

 speechless....

 

use snow moisturizer to make your face as pretty as mine...

-.-"? hahahhahahha..

Happy 20th Birthday chia wen!!

TO: one of the 3s....
one of my BFF..
one of my ji mui...
CHIA WEN!!!!!



Happy 20th Birthday to you!!
nothing much actually.. but it's like all in 1 video!! hoho~~~ i didn't put our chicken dance video inside... cox it's too ugly!!! lol...
hope you like this video la...

my wish for you this year will be (same as the wish i gave mich last year):
BE HAPPY!!!! and be tough..

muax... i love you!!
-chinyuen-

gal

girl-----> lady-----> woman

all 3 names can also be called as bitch! lolx.....

sigh...

i am the middle one already? hahahahha...

luckily i have a cute family name : "ah ge"...

**just to make me feel young~ phew~

lolx.. and one of my standard 4 cousin actually called me 'ah ge je je'... hahahhaha... i assume next time there will be people in my family calling me 'ah ge por por'?? -.-" what a name..

you know why am i blogging now? cox it's preclubbing peak period now.. HAIYO!

ohya!! i think i got the same problem as my housemate already.. which is: cannot wake up when the alarm rings! ma de... i woke up at 8.53am for 9am class yesterday... hahhahahah... reached class around 9.15am without running.. and went into the class...

"WHAT? 3 ppl only?? out of 6...."

hahhahaha.. it's my english class btw.. it seriously reminds me of the set 3 english classes back in wms... but even set 3 classes got more people than this? very funny and cute class la... then, the lecturer was so proud that i came!! because he can pick on me all the time... -.-" i just sat down there and he started asking me to READ OUT LOUD a passage!! yorrr.. why university life still got such thing one.... i am 20years old liao ler... lolx... but it makes me happy thinking back how i READ OUT LOUD last time... which was damn sucky!

ok la ...
hope i can wake up by my alarm tomorrow!
-3-

first day of sem2

BACK ON TRACK..

let me summarized my first day to one word --------> sleepy

the whole day my brain was sleeping... zzzZ

lectures still so boring..

chinese and hongki friends still so normal..

zzzzzZZZ.. sien larr...
ps: do you know.. there is difference between talking in mandarin with china chinese and malaysians? i miss malaysian chinese la... -3-

ohya.. NO MORE 'too soft' contact lens for me.. yorr.. i wasted one monthly contact len!!! cox it's so soft... and it was folded into half (it's sticking so tight together no matter how much solutions i had added..) sigh.. then i used my fingers to open it and of course.. i was so ganas and tore it... =(
wastage~~~ 心痛..

and i had my birthday dinner with flatmates.. sakshi, bron, helen, kadie and kate... they are the nice ones.. hahhahah.. so we eat talk eat talk... reminds me of yum cha in malaysia.. sighhh..

less than 5 months to go home~~ lalalaaaa

 

i miss your pig nose..

i miss your tongue..

20th birthday!!

happy day la of course!! weeee.....
but my birthday... exam 2-3pm.. zzzz...
and i got nothing better to do the whole day other than looking and replying those facebook wishes.. hahhahaha...  104 facebook wishes plus 2 strangers'!!! shocked me also.. first time seeing so many wishes...but you have to understand.. my malaysia friends can't sms me.. so they have to facebook me lorrr.. :)
and the wishes are funny... it's like.. primary school friends---> collegemates --->secondary school friends.. one part by one part.. haha!!! and i am thinking of not publishing my birth date on facebook already..


heheee.. then forcing people to sing happy birthday to me.. very funny too.. thank you so much if you are one of the victims!!! xD

and thanks for the blog posts... hsin i, kai xin, brian and chia wen!!! hahahahha.. but you know what... dono why.. i feel like i am dead already.. and the blog posts looked like my memorial~~ zzz .. nvm i expect my memorial to be like this la.. very good already!!! hahahha.. choy choy choy!!!

let's talk about cakes!!!

from my british housemates.... with a card... and selamat hari jadi song.. hahahhaha.. they failed in singing sheng ri kuai le..-.-" this is.. angmoh style's cake.. hahahhahah.. candles not lighted up because the fire alarm will ring and we need to pay for the fine later.. zzz..

steak at marco polo restaurant... the place damn dark la...

that's why i am holding a candle to let you see me!! xD

and another small chocolate cake from my kor kor...

 

 came home... my indian housemate was so excited!! hahahahha..

she gave me 2 super big birthday cakes!! chocolate cake again!!

the end of my 20th birthday...

hope to have a great year ahead!!!!

muax muax.. i love my family and friends a lot...

last day to be 19

10 more minutes according to malaysia's time (im born in malaysia laa)
and it will be the end of my 19 years old... full stop!

i am blessed with a not too exciting but still can be enjoyed 19 years old...
byebye 19 years old!! i will miss you sometimes...=)
one year ago, i was in my subang's hostel reading the sms sent by my friends... hahaa..
this year not much different la.. also a student accommodation...zzz

祝我生日快乐！muax....!

艋舺

weee wit!!! awww...
很多leng zai in this movieeeee!!
MUST WATCH!!!


阮经天　& 赵又廷 很帅～～

i like funny things...

tat's why i like alan luo!!! i want a guy like him laaaa~~

u noe..
today i went out to buy my groceries... and i was holding a loaf of bread smiling and walking.. ma de!! a young british guy was talking on the phone " i saw a stupid lady holding bread in front of me!"

YEAH he mentioned the word stupid? zzzz.. yes yes im stupid.. i didn't fight back of course... knowing that i will definitely lose? hahhahahah.. if i fight back i will be more stupid... i think~~

another funny thing....
you know the msn's virus... those with link ones... lolx.. my china chinese course mate actually clicked the one i sent to her (i don't mean to send to her.. not my fault!)... and she called me and asked me why i sent her porn link... zzz... hahahahh.. then she explained the whole spamming process or whatever she knows to me.. very funny la~~ msn's virus is too common in malaysia luuu...

i miss talking to you.... muax!

we shall skype soon!!

back to study! byebye.... oOo

roarr...

我很需要朋友啊！
请bless我多一点朋友in newcastle!! please please pleaseeeeee...
preferable malaysians who don't have to worry about their travel visa while traveling... sighhh.. i think my plan to become 'tomboy + travel alone' won't work now..

so NOW i need friends to go travelling with me!!

hahahhaha.. later i become a sohai in the class.. simply making friends all around! hoho~~
BUT my course.. too many chinese lahhhh.. and their visas are super annoying.... 签证签证!! most of their conversations have these 2 words!! zzzZ!

i have to target other courses people now.. where is my gun!! arghhhh..

that peak hour!

it's so hard not to blog often now....  >.<"
i am so free now... and one more week to my one hour exam paper!! no lectures.. no playing.. no homework.. but just study for that paper... this boring life sounds familiar?? because this type of life has occurred to me for more than one month! blaaaaaaaa!

But now is DEFINITELY worse than my December holidays... because my housemates always pre-clubbing outside... laugh + scream + go mad (with super loud MUSIC)... so normally 5pm-10.30pm.. i can't do any studies and have to find entertainment here!!!

so, that's my reason to blog so often now.. lolx! and that's also my reason finding people to chat during that "peak" period!!

ohya, friends oh friends... i need more friends here please!!!! NEWCASTLE people... let me know you moreeeeee... wishing for a better semester with more friends!! bless me with more friends here.. thank you!

actually, i think uk people is quite famous being alone here.. As seen on the streets and shopping places, most people are alone or may be just one friend beside you.. unlike in malaysia, we can see so many big big gangs like 6-7 people walking around in timesquare or midvalley... HERE i hardly see that unless clubbing time.. xD

i even started twitter.. just to stop myself from blogging so much.. haiyo.. i think i failed...?
dut dut duuuuuuttt......

and i added some pictures in my room during holidays.. be glad if you are inside.. it means i like to see you everyday!!

my top 4... in front of my table.. to make me happy a bit while studying! lolx..

 

 

just some free space beside.. hahahhaha..

 

muax muax!!

my cupboard!

this is what i looked at before i sleep and after i wake up!

with me...!

and i cut my hair...

it's a lie..

my current dulan look!!

nahh.. my cute du lan look!

i also know how to act cute!! hhahahahah..
are you saying 'wth? kns?" now....

ok la.. sorry for being so vain for this post..
teeheeeheeeeeee~

a boy

i wish i am a boy! who can travel ALONE wherever he can... pfft!

yor... why my brother can do that.. i cannot!!!
no matter how dai ga jie i showed to this world...
no matter how du lan my face can be...
no matter how many rude words i have said..
no matter how lan si i can be...
no matter how i bullied people..
no matter how rude i can be..
no matter how a few people called me bro... lolx..
no matter how TOUGH i can show to this world!!!!

i am still a female who should be scared being raped...
especially in front of my family!!
gender discrimination! hhahahhaha...
haiyo... why am i a girl...
i want to travel alone laaaa....

maybe i should cut my hair and change myself into a tomboy..
that people have to wonder about my gender when they first saw me..
soon!! hmph!!!
if i were a boy~~~~~~~
not if! i hope.. hheheeee...

ps: i hope some of my bff won't scold me now..-.-"

Enough!

to cjian lee, i mean ENOUGH!! and stop misusing people's name lah... >.<
just hope that if you see this post, you won't post anything on the chatbox anymore!!
-end-

to my lesbian partner.. yorr.. don't work already la.. i got many things to san to you!!! ahhhhh... please let me see you online soon...
-end-

LIFE IS ANNOYING! that's why i blogged...

my english sucks la

yorrr... EXAM! 完蛋了啦！！
not enough time... for my summaries and essay... kanasai!!! my conclusion only one sentence and i didn't do any proof-read ar(means checking)... damn sad you know... somemore walking back in the cold weather.. makes everything more sad..

我要哭了~~ by SHE..
i used 3 hours dreaming to calm down this sadness.. aihz...ok! 3 hours gone...
anyway, it's my first exam in newcastle.. at KING's hall! it's my english exam.. can bring dictionary one.. hahhahah.. then, the exam surrounding.. the difference is just sitting with lots of angmohs and the invigilator.. dono ngap mat la... mumble himself when we are having our exams.. and the coldness.. is just something like taylor's aircond room...

aiyo... praying for my results now... please please please.. let me get more than 50% is enough...
ngek.

明天有考试

that title is not a song.. hehhhe..
yorrrr... i must must must wake up for exam tomorrow!! 9.30am...
bless me.... and hope i can wake up~~

you know what.. I LOVE COLD!!

hahahahah.. the cold until numb feeling.. memang best!!

eating ice cream while snowing... is so nice...

now i am thinking of going swimming after exam... xD

if you let me choose extreme hot or extreme cold, the answer is cold COLD COLD!! that's why i always use cold water to wash my hands and dishes here...

is it because i am a cold hearted person? nah.. i very friendly one ler.. hahahahha.. lastly, i quote: "Because of cold, we find out what is comfortable... muaxx! :) "

do you feel that i am more bian tai now? aiyo... no choice!
ngek.

ngek

I HATE MYSELF
when i started to imagine things!!!

i can spend hours and hours....
imagining... dreaming... how nice it is la... thinking...

it's so useless lor!!

teo chin yuen ar... FOCUS LAAAAA!!!

ngek.

turning invisible

i can't voice out all these on facebook.. because they knew my account..
yes! i am turning invisible in front of my british housemates... which is GOOD! hahhahah... as i always treat them as invisible too.. i am antisocial! hhahahaha...
diu them la... every clubbing night drink until drunk.. then, vommit here and there... then, when they are drunk, they do different things...
-one will simply hug people.. hug until so tight and so LONG! hahahhaha.. waste my time only...
-one will keep crapping... 'i love you.. i love you.. baby...' and you have to answer her...
-one will vommit and cry... wakao.. this is the worst one la... cried until so loud.. and laughed until so loud.. all she won.... if i woke up around 3 or 4am, it's all her fault!!!!
-another one.. good girl.. she doesn't drink much.. and she will be the mother of those 3!

***ps: actually, after reading most of the 'people who went to uk' blog, i am not the only one facing this! ang mohs.. hahhahaha..

AND.. i am going to stay with one china chinese and one hong ki on my second year.. i don't know how to react about this! hahahhahah.. hope everything is fine and we are going to look for houses after exam...

ngek.

i see mic

i see microphones...
i see karaoke...
just outside and outside my room..
at the lounge..
wakkakaka... -.-"

but they belong to my british housemates.. aihz... don't dare to touch them..
nvm... they don't have chinese songs there also.. hahahhaha... just to console myself! ke lian lorr...

sigh... have to syok sendiri.. singing in my own room till 13th june!..
very fast only mar... 5 months and 7 days MORE to go! :)

exam on 11th and 22nd january!!!!

boo..

好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭。。

hahahhahah.. it's a damn sarcastic way to describe my feelings when my housemates are back!!
sighhh.. i cried because no more clean and peaceful house.. they cried because i always lock myself in the room.. hahahahha..

i miss durians... aihzzz...

i really really do!!! i can cry to eat durians!!! hahahahhaha..5 more months...

ohya!! this whole week.. i only have one lesson..-.-"
yesterday i went for a lecture without lecturer... and spent time talking to my international students friends.. hahahahha.. so funny...
got one guy from thailand talked to me..

he: malaysian girls are very good! *yam xiu*

me: ohhh....

he: you know hokkien?

me: dono.. not so good..

he: you know CHI BAI..

me: YEAH!! lolx..

zzz.... what conversation is this.. i very scared adi la.. i am the only malaysian in the course ok? lolx...

ohya!! just in case you don't know... i am a good facebook stalker! hahahhha... i very bian tai ar... how to stop stalking?!! tell me...

Happy 20th Birthday sue hue!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to... SUE HUE!!

twins!!

hahahahha... that's a birthday card!! sorry har.. it's too expensive so i only can take pic of tat with flash... hahahhaha..

gaga GOH SUE HUE!!! lolx..

is someone i can dump all my problems to..... Because u stay in klang.. far from my circle of friends!! xD and i really appreciate that A LOT!! no matter problems A to Z or more than that... although most of the time you are stupid and give me the simplest solution.. lolx.. Nvm.. at least i can express all the angers, sadness & happiness to someone!!! or not i will burst....

this means that you are my emotional 出气筒！！Thanks a lot!!

EEEE...

and one more thing is.. some said we look alike!! hahahhaa... after bonding too much.. we somehow will learn each other's habit and aihz... this is very not good!! hahahhaha...

lolx.. see!! i so leng lui, u so.. hahahhaha.. i very bad ler... nvm la.. u understand how bad i am!! wakakaka!!! and our friendship... starts from the word 'ER XIN!!' at mian dui mian... lolx!!

and you know what... you are someone i go out for date THE MOST!!

most of my handphone photos got you lor!!!

aihz.. ke lian you.. and ke lian me.. lolx!!! are you proud??

and i think if i am a lesbian, my lesbian partner will be you!!! hahahahha... luckily i am not!! pheww~~~

ok la!! happy 20th birthday goh sue hue!!! muax muax har!!! 20 years old... hope you don't feel old lah....

last day of winter hols..

so sad!! AIHZz... 3 housemates are back. It means my freedom in the house is over!
so, today i went to church to pray and library to study.. hehehhee.. the peaceful and harmony places.. lolx.. that's what a student should do and i only did that on my last day of holiday! not good..

ohya! i chatted with hsin i, michelle tan, hoong leong and brian today (individually la)!! awww.. sometimes chatting with old friends just makes me feel so good... and the phrase 'keep in touch'!! keep is so important.... =)

i read back most of my blog posts last year. and now only i felt that all my posts were so 'self-entertained' or perasan..hahhahaha.. sorry har my readers.. though i know there aren't many readers for this blog! =)

hmmm.. you won't be seeing me blogging or facebooking so often after today.. boring lectures and tutorials start tomorrow!! (actually, i am not sure whether tomorrow got class or not.. zzz)

 better name is: my snowbaby...

but many said: alien!!

sue hue said.. that's my twins... >.<"

byebye~

i nag too..

i admire people who have dreams since they were young and they strive hard to achieve the dreams!!

i seriously do...!
some of my friends who study medicine now have this kind of dreams..
"my ambition is to become a doctor so i can save many people in the world"
and they have their reasons to do SUPER well in exam since they were young.. to achieve their dreams!..
*****admiring*****

why i do not have dreams like that when i was young...
and the reason i got As for my science subjects in spm and alevels.. is... nothing~ (but there is something beneficial like scholarship la..)
sigh... all the time i strove hard.. was just for temporary excitement and to get to a higher level?... and my dream is...O.. kosong!!! it means i am worse than people who have dreams but didn't strive too hard for them..

i need a dream to achieve!!

so, government should always persuade primary school students to think properly and find their targeted ambition la!!! and parents too....!!! rawrrrr..

you know what, sometimes i wished that my parents will ask me to study for a certain degree rather than i choose myself... But! they don't want me to blame them and they don't want to take the responsibility.. zzZ... they are so smart.... so i have to DIM (do it myself)... i choose here choose there and ended up in accounting and finance...

my choices before a & f : (this starts when i study alevels)
hospitality & tourism, dentistry, actuarial science, medicine, nurse, chemical engineering, bio-technology, pharmacy...... and i chose Accounting.. hahahahah..
ps: i have sufficient reasons for me that i chose accounting ok...!

my small ambitions are:
florist, putra LRT ticket seller, cashier in mcdonalds, actress, event organiser...etc!
in the end, i even wish to work as many types of jobs as possible.. hahahahha..wth..

Finally, what can i do now... is... NOTHING! but...

FOCUS!! on accounting and finance.....!

another level to jump up!!!

20100102

20 more days... to be 20..
arghhhh!! feeling not good at all...
i don't want to be 20 years old!!!
i don't want to be old...

but think back... my 10,11,12,13........18,19 all sound so young and childish..
and when i was 9 years old.. i had no feelings at all about my age starting with digit one.. all i cared at that time was just to eat cake! hahahhaha..

something i have to face now... gahhhHH!!
HOUSEMATES coming back.... nooooOOOO!
no more clean toilets.. no more one person refrigerator.. no more quiet lounge... no more quiet nights..
and have to start buying less... in case they steal my food again!! aihhhzz..
nvm.. be patient... 忍！
patiently waiting for EASTER holidays now... hoho~~ one month holidays..

1st day of new year...

BUSY!!!
spent 3 hours playing with snow...
den spent time melting myself... i slept on the snow ler...
den watched taiwan's 台北最HIGH新年跨年晚會, 台中 & 高雄... long time din listen to chinese singers concert adi..sigh..
den uploaded new year photos on facebook..
den laundry...
overall, i didn't touch any books... sighh.. 2 days not revising!! slap me please...

BUT but but.. i really enjoyed playing with snow... the snow is like.. one 15cm ruler thick already... :)

my first snowbaby.. muax muax!!...
building snowman is damn difficult and needs lots of patient man....

 speechless ler... it's very nice actually.. hahhahah..

more photos on facebook...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=129921&id=511527005&l=6b5afba262

well, first day of the year 2010... WELL SPENT!