helo helo!

winter break~ is hereeeeee!!! but 3 weeks only.. and exam on jan..
hope my switzerland trip will be fine for everything la next week!!
then, i am very the excited with high school frens visiting newcastle!!!
muahahhaha.. imagining it makes me happy all the time.. nvm.. 8 more days to see them sahaja!!

i miss high school.. a lot... a lot.. :(
treasuring the memory as much as i can..
if i can go back to anytime i want.. high school time is definitely my choice! but with my friends la of course.. sigh.. why am i growing up? to see more things i know.. and i think i am damn lousy in treasuring 'the present' now.. yak si la.. let the time drag me to anywhere it likes.

tmrw will be a busy day.. yes i know.. i am lousy in packing.. da da da~

weee.. just felt like seeing my pic in this blog.. helloo! i lost a bit of weight vomiting too much last week.. hahhahaha.. and this was... 22nd october of me.. zzz 2 months ago but the memory sangat fresh in my mind! you know why.. cox it's with high school friend... :)

there it goes:10.12.10

a day with my unconscious brain cox of the fever i assume.
early in the morning, classes and seminars all ponteng-ed cox of my almost dead body lying on the bed.. lol.. so, today marks my first time missing classes for my stage 2... zzz.. sad mou..

well, thinking that i can do more preparation for my telephone interview since i ponteng the classes.. I failed terribly.. i was busy having long breakfast and urm.. internet surfing.. zzz.. then i made the decision to eat my medicine before the interview.. woahhh... after 15 minutes consuming just one tablet, i vomited like urm.. raining.. hahahahha.. and the basin flooded.. then i prepared myself for the interview..

the interview started but i felt really not well la.. and i requested to postpone.. =.= sweat mou.. my whole night last night wasted la for this preparation.. anyway, my ears were almost half deaf already la due to the fever, so i think it's wise to postpone it gua? sighh.. now patiently waiting for their next interview date and you know.. my 20th till 31st dec will be on vacation.. then jan will have exam.. i dono how to arrange this telephone interview la. :( email email please arrive fast, dun let me sam gua gua..

ok not finished yet...
AFTER cancelling that interview, aihz.. i rushed to the toilet to vomit again.. yiuuuu.. u know what.. i failed to aim the toilet bowl and vomited on the floor.. somemore vomited so much!!! ok.. time to wash toilet.. zzz.. damn cai liong ok.. high fever+headache+cough+flu person washing toilet and spraying the antibacterial detergent in the toilet.. as a conclusion, my toilet is sparkling clean now.. wth...

then, all of a sudden, i felt like attending a seminar at 3pm and i went to uni.. -.-" class cancelled and lecturer left messages on the table.. hahahhaha.. er.. so cute..

time to rush for my assignment now.. sigh!! 5 days not touching it already..
and please recover as fast as possible.. :(

多的是 你不知道的事 :(

on monday, i fell down and finger was bleeding like omg.. bathing, washing dishes and even wearing gloves - made me feel like screaming all the time.. :( nevertheless i was strong to bear with one small little finger..

on tuesday, i lost my mind and had a very weird night by people calling me and talking rubbish to me.. and i had to rearrange my mind before i slept..

on wednesday, my death-look-alike day.. body aching (cox of bball) and coughing again.. yes im sick again. whole afternoon lying on the bed like a dead body and i lay on the bed though my alarm rang two hours ago to remind me for accsoc xmas dinner.. ok.. late for dinner and felt like dying there.. rejected them for clubbing of course and went home.. cried to sleep with high fever and headache.. too san fu.. and i couldn't eat any paracetamol pills as i drank white wine during that dinner.. :'( wet my whole pillow and wish someone could just collect my tears with a pail that time.. and you know.. my tears made that pillow so cold. sigh. the last time i cried to sleep was 7 months ago ok.. sigh.. TEARS'''''''''''''''''''''''

on thursday(TODAY), woke up with scary eyes.. lol.. cox ystrdy's eyeliner didn't clean properly la.. and i thought that i cried till like so scary. zzz.. brought a damn pale face and almost dead body to class.. and my hk friend still wanna scare me from behind.. -.- attended the one and only lecture.. and felt like crying while walking home.. :( and you know.. cox of the fever.. i don't feel the cold anymore.. 4DAYS not touching my assignment already.. ahhhhhhhh~

on friday (i know.. still not yet happen), TELEPHONE INTERVIEW in the afternoon.. please bless me and i think im going to kill myself with it..

i suck..
everything happened to make me tougher..

please don't give up..

white white snow

pretty scenes are back.. especially when it is snowing..

everything so white.. and bright cox of the snow.. :)

snowball fight is also enjoyable~~ lol..

BUT really dislike going uni during snowing period.. it's a very tough job and i feel so 伟大 as a student.. hahahhha.. like soldier going for a war.. so kua jiong..

and really dislike me sleeping a lot!!! i need coffee everyday to go uni.. -.-" i nap so much as though time is too much.. sighhhh.. so many things need to be done!! stop hibernating please..

ANYWAY, today i received my first salary in uk jor.. kena tax so much and i didn't know about that.. lol..

2+ more weeks till winter break.. please cancel more lectures i don't mind! so tired of them..

assignment now... zzzz..