i lose

i lose badly..
and i lose everything..
"cox u will never win your parents no matter how.."
misunderstandings again last night.. aihz!
silence is what i will always choose.. that means ignorance too..

good girls good boys are endangered species lor.. and i feel the not easy to live/ difficulty in them much.. yeah i know different people different case.. my case is awesome too.. the case study will be done with my friends.. lol.. -.-" that's where we keng sam sii...

12 more days hor.. :O

sept!

the end of 'quite many trips' august... from johor.. thailand.. subang? hahahaahh... to teluk intan+pangkor.. pack n unpack.. yea yea.. i enjoyed them....
BUT i failed to study econs + failed to lose weight... :( i can conclude myself as a failure~ hhahahah..

september.. let's see la.. leaving msia on 19th sept.. see whether i will miss home or miss my parents' nagging a lot or not.. lol.. guess the feeling will be quite complicated.. and im facing it very soon!

topic now: missing!

you know.. if i don't have this missing feeling, i won't be so fat lor.. ahhahaha.. i won't miss this food or the taste of that food... and try my 100% to eat it... aihz.. so now i shall try to eliminate and ignore the feeling of MISSING FOOD! ahhahaahha..

then missing the moments with friends is really touching... lolx.. though the moment might be just some random small outing.. but sometimes i feel like crying for being blessed with the happiness i had.. and obviously.. we hope to go back to that time.. but the word 'changes' contradict with it.. a lot.. -3-

things that i don't wanna miss... i shall forget and will prefer not to be mentioned.. :)

so, im learning hard from today... to eliminate the feeling of missing as much as possible (if i can)... hahhahahha..

staring at the next 9 months or more in the calendar... makes me wonder... o.O?

weeee...

ice skating.... like the feeling of it though my leg was hurting like omg...
weeeeeeeeeee... :)

happiness that can't be pretended out..

enjoying the crazy things with them.. thanks for 配合ing my silly acts and jokes all the time.. and told me how much i was appreciated... lolx... liking all the happy moments much~

ohhh... uploaded this video instead of leehom's 你不知道的事.. heheee
每个人都拥有一个梦
即使彼此不相同
能够与你分享
无论失败成功都会感动
爱因为在心中
平凡而不平庸
世界就像迷宫
却又让我们此刻相逢our home :)

imagination

it makes me smile all the time :)
no matter i am walking, sitting down or lying on the bed..
whenever i imagine sth funny or just happy..
i will smile out all of a sudden and can't control myself for not smiling..
hahahhaha..
ok la.. i had been thinking a bit too much..
people grow older will think more.. that's why..
sometimes i miss how naive and stupid i was..
but it's kinda late to go back now.. zzz..
i have white hair growing adi... that made me nervous a little in one morning.. -.-"
i should control myself from thinking too far or too much..
and focus with my current life now..

o.O

ps: life has no undo or delete buttons.. only things will be entered into your life everyday..

微笑带过 :)

back from thai

sa wa dee ka...

it always reminds me of de 原来我不帅 drama's 三碗猪脚 (in hokkien)... lolx.. surprisingly, thailand quite famous with its 猪脚饭 too.. =.=

so, i went to hatyai (pronounced as sth like hap chai).. zzzz.. truly an awesome trip with lots of dulan moments with my dad... wonderful... hahahahhaha.. -.-" ok la.. other than that, i went shopping a lot n ate quite a lot....i had a quite memorable thai body massage there.. zzz.. i didn't watch any ah kua shows and didn't visit any temples there (that's the famous things)... :)

i went to a paya bakau place.. that i dun understand its thai name..-.-"

and i took photos with the lotus flower..

and also the lotus seed..
that uncle behind plucked so many flowers n lotus plants for me.. zzz

then, we went to a hotspring..
that super hot water in that super hot weather.. was really.. i dun like it.. -.-

and took quite a lot of photos with the monkeys there..

long time didn't see monkeys adi.. :)

floating market..

this is damn cute.. click image for clearer view..

damn... geli lor..

i realised that taking photos where i squatted... looked a bit slimmer.. 

hahahhaha.. self-comforting.. aihz..

ta daaa... our drinks containers..

you know.. i dono wat is wrong with me.. i suddenly fall in love with all the childish stuffs again during this summer hols.. =.= may be my heart doesn't want me to be matured.. hahahahha.. i shopped too much at hatyai adi laa... zzz... quite scary ok... 

the end of talking about thai trip.

ps: dilemma ar dilemma.. can i have less of you appearing in my life.. pls pls pls..

sunset

i had a quite happy 08.08.10....

cox:

- no need to extract my darling wisdom tooth... one fully grown.. one half grown.. 2 not yet come out.. =.= wait till all of them cai cai jeng jeng in my mouth only can extract i think.. 

- with my lousy driving skills.. yay... i finally drove to midvalley and went home and drove to subang.. muax.. driving for like 3 hours with too much concentration until i headached at night.. still happy la :)

- i just like de number 8.. that brings me little happiness.. hahahahha..

last week i was at johor... followed my mom's business trip.. quite boring but enjoyed watching singapore channels lor.. 

coconut trees :) hahahhaha..

one of my favourite thing to draw..

nah.. danga bay's sunset..

so many couples viewing it and also a few couples taking wedding photos there...

me. yeah.. i just woke up before sun set.. hahahhaha.. =.= jk oni..

quite beautiful lah~

this week.. thailand..

ohya.. im back to my drama life...  day time hong kong drama.. night time korean drama.. lolx.. :)

summer holidays continue~~

依靠假装完美不如坦白一点

你不快乐我再笑也是阴天

=(

misunderstandings.. i hate you...

scoldings.. i hate you too!!!

you 2 made me swear like omg tonight..

and i broke sth at 3am... tadaaaa!

anger released out but is still there when something or someone touches it...

LIFE

too random

enjoying the randomness nowadays...
suddenly 'GO OUT'.. ohhh go laaa..
suddenly 'EAT THAT'... ohhh eat that laaa..
suddenly 'BUY THIS BUY THAT'.. this is very not good..
hahahahhahah.. quite lifeless but im relaxing to the max.. :)
2am blogging this random post.. =.=

one week ago i was still working as that sunsilk promoter.. complaining why no customers today (cox most of them went to pasar malam).. and these few days i am controlling myself MUCH not to click the asiaparttime website.. zzz... i need reasons to hate working.. hahhahahah..

to show a bit of my random life.. i took pictures of things like that:

the clouds.. ahhh.. hou leng ar... <3

i can spend lots of time looking at JUST clouds... 

i think..may be i was a 云仙 last time.. -.-" ahh pui!!!

but staring at clouds can let me think a lot..

i like the.. reflections on the lake.. :)

just to show that i took pic of kl tower too..
and also, collecting pics like this for my msn display pic.. hahahahha!

failed.. why are there 2 leaves on top of this photo..

the thing on the lake.. i used to call it 'tortoise's house' when i was in kindergarten..

much memories can be collected here.. :)

AND THEN, msia's national flower.....

hibiscus -.-"

guess i missed it a bit when i was in uk... lolx..

and i wanted to take macro photos using my phone...

yay!!! this was the quite successful one.. praise my phone!!! :)

his friend.. pink one..

yes... too random!!!!

can't help lahhhh.. -.-"

the vacation

of a pig...

seriously i can sleep a lot... guess i was too tired working last week and i was a bit busy on saturday with frim, futsal and bbq dinner... my body's battery went to almost zero until my voice changed a little.. lolx.. and now, i am on a vacation in a condo with my laptop.. a place where I used to be on vacation when i was form 1 or 2.. and a few more times.. not much things had changed but i had lost my interest in many things... :O

AHEM..
i am very grateful with the fact that i can sleep and also.. sleep a lot..
BUT why did i have so much nightmares recently... i had nightmares while taking a nap at 12pm-2pm today.. =.= and i made the pillows so wet... hahhahaha.. i woke up with so much hot tears bursting/ pouring out from my eyes.. it sounded like the water(tears) in a lake(eyes)... aihzzz.. yes la... nightmares will reflect a little bit of reality and i can understand my nightmares somehow.. hahahahha.. of course, they shall not happen in real life or not i will be wasting lots of tissues crying MORE!!

one more annoying thing is... i can remember my nightmares when i wake up!! guess it was too sad or scary..-.-"

SO, tonight pls... i want sweet dreams!! lol...

to the peaceful side of the other world.. :)

one more day

and i will stop working as a sunsilk promoter...!
7 types of sunsilk solutions with 4 types of usage of different volume.. ma de... my brain confused here and there so many times jor.. and then ar.. customers will only come when you least expect them.. =.=
hope my boss can find someone else to take over my place la... or not he will call me urgently to go back and work... ah dui.... ohya, i met back my first job's colleague.. felt so close to her all of a sudden.. hhahahaha..

i shall stop working for some time now..
you know..  after 7 weeks i will be in uk adi.. with another 9 or more months staying there..
the 7 weeks sound so short to me...
what to do.. enjoy gao gao NOW lor.. :)

ps: wo de jiao hen suan.. hen tong.. hen tao yan. -.-"
one more day.. pls bless me..