emo a bit

Everything passed by me too fast...

Things change and will change again and again..

Same place.. Different time.. Changes much...

ahhh~

Sometimes I just like the feeling when red light stops me..

But life doesn't have red light..

Don't let me realise too many things lahh.. :(

end of oct

i blogged really little recently.. VERY VERY LITTLE!

hmmm.. wanna blog about ystrdy's achievement!
hahhahaha.. i made a very quiet person to talk super a lot until i lost my chance to talk after that.. lolx.. -.-" how did i do that? zzz.. very easy only lor.. as most of you know, my english is so lousy..
YSTRDY i was trying hard to speak to a guy and he was listening to me so patiently .. hahahhah.. then suddenly he braved himself to talk super a lot after that!!!.. he must be thinking that my english so lousy but still dare to talk and crap so much.. and he kept reminding telling me that the mentors(me) don't need to have good english.. =.=  swt or not my reason.. ok la.. at least i achieved something lor..

but that guy really scared me a little.. ' from a very lonely guy who sat at the very right corner of the class... to a guy who jokes and shares most of his stories with me..' hahhahaha.. it's just one of the benefits of having not so good english :)

and you know... i think i can influence people around me so easily since high school.. i made quite few people around me to become sampat and indirectly leaded them to a happier world.. heheee.. some even thanked me before.. xD lolx.. thinking back.. i think i was influenced by those taiwanese entertainment shows when i was form 1/2 and i am good in applying jokes around my life after that.. hahahahha.. APPLICATION! zzz.. a bit wth but i really did that..

and i never regret turning my friends to become siao siao~~ what is life for.. try our best to make all our days happy happy a little lor.. weeeeee....

well, back to some emo cases here:
i miss yum cha sessions a lot.. i miss sitting down there at chatz room or old town etc till 1 or 2am.. i miss the laughters we had and we laughed till stomach ache and non-stop... i miss sharing problems with one another.. i miss how you guys know my attitude and actions so well.. i miss how sampat we can be.. i miss the moments with you all.. i wanted to fb tag u all a lot of times but i just stopped myself from doing that suddenly with dono what reason.. hmmm.. guess i have expressed much enough in this blog la..

ohya.. i miss the smell of durian... the yellow colour durian.. sigh.. durian dodol can't really substitute my satisfaction adi... just like how the economy curves work.. :(

second year in uk is really different from first year.. because of CHANGES again lor..
tata for now... back to work!

1 month in uk adi~

dun feel long.. n dun feel short either.. hmmm...


the biggest change during that one month was obviously NOT ME BECOMING SKINNY! hahahahh.. zzz.. so, the change that had disturbed me for quite a few weeks was my reformatted laptop lor... and the &;$#&!@@$*% comp. repair guy.. sigh.. no more reminiscing photos time and my laptop is just so boring now.. :(

ok la... life is good in uk.. laughters plus more laughters can occur to me so often (means quite many stupid things happened).. =.= nvm, they make me and people around me healthy.. and thinking of those stupid things can just make me smile suddenly on the street..  -3-


some ppl eat to live..
some ppl live to eat..
and i choose live to not eat.. :)
zzz


ps: let me understand you pls pls pleaseeeeeee~

laptop lo

sighhh.. 

for the next 4 days and 3 nights... i have to lead a life without my laptop again... :(

and become so not active on the internet... zzz.. sounds familiar? cox de same thing happened last week ago.. and i was suffering from some minor depression without my laptop with me.. duuuuuut... and i complained it to a lot of people.. and now i feel the stupidity for being so depressed.. hahahahhaha... one friend even asked me to face the challenge of life.. lolx.. no laptop gt so kua jiong mou... 

then when it was reformatted, i suffered from more serious depression reminiscing all my lost files and musics.. as i saved most of them in my msia's external hard disc... -.-" thinking about it makes me feel annoyed..

i know i can do lots of things other than thinking of my laptop..

so this week.. i shall have a happy happy weekend without it...

bless me.. 

and bless my laptop too.. pls don't tell me my next weekend will be like that again.. choi choi choi la..

about homesick after 20days??? nahhhh... i just pray for my parents and that dog to be healthy.. :)

so, newcastle!

classes start tmrw!!! the worst day on my timetable.. is.. tadaaaa.. MONDAY!! 4 classes with three 1 hour break in between for all of them.. =.=

ok la. my very sui week. (this week) pls go away... i really dun lik you.. zzzz.

hopefully laptop will b repaired on tmrw..

tata..

goodbye again

the end of my 3 months in malaysia. exactly 3 months!
ok lah.. it's not the end of my holidays.. next 2 weeks not much things to do with uni.. :) hohorr... can go gai gai gua...

recently, i keep capturing the scenes and moments that i will miss them a lot.. the fun, the dull, the sad, the happy etc.. remembering the roads, houses, gardens, flowers, dog etc... i know after one+ year they might change a bit or may be a lot.. i just wanna try to remember the moments now.. :D

i can say.. my summer holidays won't be so enjoyable without my family and friends.. thank you for sparing your precious time with me... i know i am damn good in requesting and forcing.. hahhahaha..

online check in done.. less than 12 hours to leave home.. my sweet sweet home.. see you soon newcastle..
take care all the time...
i miss you.

14th sept

woooo...
today marks my last day for jogoyaaaa this year.. bueehhhh.. so full now..
nth much happened for these few days.. other than eating, chatting, singing and reminiscing.. lolx..

u see something or not?

sth very pretty ler..

spot the rainbow in the middle part there..

rainbow :) 

it never fails to remind me that the world is so colorful..

im blessed with a pair of eyes

thank you.

最后一个星期

突然很想留在这里。。

父母虽然有点烦。。
但这就是家的温暖。。
家人的关心。。
躲在屋子里。。 感觉很安心。。
也可以变到很呆。。
TV 有时候我会想你的。。 还有astro。。

每个星期与朋友s 去FRIM。。
每个星期都有outings。。
和常常去唱K。。
突然的一call就去yumcha。。
谈天到半夜。。 都不想回家。。
而且，朋友也有很多。。很多。。
那一个忙，就去找别的。。 嘻嘻。。

每一天都不需要读书。。
每一天都在想要怎么玩。。
每一天都在想着要吃uk没有的食物。。
每一天都很爽一下。。
每一天虽然有点闷，但也闷到很开心。。
不需要担心太多。。

我的三个月夏日假期。。就这样要完了。。
满意印章。。 盖在这里。。
：) chopped..


许下我第一千零一个愿望(一个愿望)
有一天幸福总会听我的话(听我的话)

i lose

i lose badly..
and i lose everything..
"cox u will never win your parents no matter how.."
misunderstandings again last night.. aihz!
silence is what i will always choose.. that means ignorance too..

good girls good boys are endangered species lor.. and i feel the not easy to live/ difficulty in them much.. yeah i know different people different case.. my case is awesome too.. the case study will be done with my friends.. lol.. -.-" that's where we keng sam sii...

12 more days hor.. :O

sept!

the end of 'quite many trips' august... from johor.. thailand.. subang? hahahaahh... to teluk intan+pangkor.. pack n unpack.. yea yea.. i enjoyed them....
BUT i failed to study econs + failed to lose weight... :( i can conclude myself as a failure~ hhahahah..

september.. let's see la.. leaving msia on 19th sept.. see whether i will miss home or miss my parents' nagging a lot or not.. lol.. guess the feeling will be quite complicated.. and im facing it very soon!

topic now: missing!

you know.. if i don't have this missing feeling, i won't be so fat lor.. ahhahaha.. i won't miss this food or the taste of that food... and try my 100% to eat it... aihz.. so now i shall try to eliminate and ignore the feeling of MISSING FOOD! ahhahaahha..

then missing the moments with friends is really touching... lolx.. though the moment might be just some random small outing.. but sometimes i feel like crying for being blessed with the happiness i had.. and obviously.. we hope to go back to that time.. but the word 'changes' contradict with it.. a lot.. -3-

things that i don't wanna miss... i shall forget and will prefer not to be mentioned.. :)

so, im learning hard from today... to eliminate the feeling of missing as much as possible (if i can)... hahhahahha..

staring at the next 9 months or more in the calendar... makes me wonder... o.O?