nervous

it has been a very VERY long time for me to have this 'nervous' feeling!!! zzzz..

nervous for what?

RESULTS LA OMGGG!!!! 

-.-" damn scared arrr...
i checked my uni's email inbox like 12345678910 times everyday!!!

all because of an email saying: 'your results will be out BY xx/xx/xxxx (date)!!!!'
instead of 'your results will be out ON xx/xx/xxxx (date)'
argh! argh! ARGH!!!!

ok la... why am i so nervous?
it's all because I REALLY DIDN'T STUDY MUCH for my first year...
- i turned from a quite nerdy girl into a lazy person...
- i enjoyed uk's life too much...
- i... i... urm.. i looked down at business subjects!!! =.= dai sei lor...
and i really lacked of confidence while sitting the exam... thus lacked of confidence to get good results la...

please let me pass pass pass pass pass pass pass (7 modules)!!!!!!
i don't wanna go back on august to resit... aihzzz...
='(

ps: i can be so nervous until i feel that my heart is going to burst... :(