on monday, i fell down and finger was bleeding like omg.. bathing, washing dishes and even wearing gloves - made me feel like screaming all the time.. :( nevertheless i was strong to bear with one small little finger..
on tuesday, i lost my mind and had a very weird night by people calling me and talking rubbish to me.. and i had to rearrange my mind before i slept..
on wednesday, my death-look-alike day.. body aching (cox of bball) and coughing again.. yes im sick again. whole afternoon lying on the bed like a dead body and i lay on the bed though my alarm rang two hours ago to remind me for accsoc xmas dinner.. ok.. late for dinner and felt like dying there.. rejected them for clubbing of course and went home.. cried to sleep with high fever and headache.. too san fu.. and i couldn't eat any paracetamol pills as i drank white wine during that dinner.. :'( wet my whole pillow and wish someone could just collect my tears with a pail that time.. and you know.. my tears made that pillow so cold. sigh. the last time i cried to sleep was 7 months ago ok.. sigh.. TEARS'''''''''''''''''''''''
on thursday(TODAY), woke up with scary eyes.. lol.. cox ystrdy's eyeliner didn't clean properly la.. and i thought that i cried till like so scary. zzz.. brought a damn pale face and almost dead body to class.. and my hk friend still wanna scare me from behind.. -.- attended the one and only lecture.. and felt like crying while walking home.. :( and you know.. cox of the fever.. i don't feel the cold anymore.. 4DAYS not touching my assignment already.. ahhhhhhhh~
on friday (i know.. still not yet happen), TELEPHONE INTERVIEW in the afternoon.. please bless me and i think im going to kill myself with it..
i suck..
everything happened to make me tougher..
please don't give up..
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