多的是 你不知道的事 :(

on monday, i fell down and finger was bleeding like omg.. bathing, washing dishes and even wearing gloves - made me feel like screaming all the time.. :( nevertheless i was strong to bear with one small little finger..

on tuesday, i lost my mind and had a very weird night by people calling me and talking rubbish to me.. and i had to rearrange my mind before i slept..

on wednesday, my death-look-alike day.. body aching (cox of bball) and coughing again.. yes im sick again. whole afternoon lying on the bed like a dead body and i lay on the bed though my alarm rang two hours ago to remind me for accsoc xmas dinner.. ok.. late for dinner and felt like dying there.. rejected them for clubbing of course and went home.. cried to sleep with high fever and headache.. too san fu.. and i couldn't eat any paracetamol pills as i drank white wine during that dinner.. :'( wet my whole pillow and wish someone could just collect my tears with a pail that time.. and you know.. my tears made that pillow so cold. sigh. the last time i cried to sleep was 7 months ago ok.. sigh.. TEARS'''''''''''''''''''''''

on thursday(TODAY), woke up with scary eyes.. lol.. cox ystrdy's eyeliner didn't clean properly la.. and i thought that i cried till like so scary. zzz.. brought a damn pale face and almost dead body to class.. and my hk friend still wanna scare me from behind.. -.- attended the one and only lecture.. and felt like crying while walking home.. :( and you know.. cox of the fever.. i don't feel the cold anymore.. 4DAYS not touching my assignment already.. ahhhhhhhh~

on friday (i know.. still not yet happen), TELEPHONE INTERVIEW in the afternoon.. please bless me and i think im going to kill myself with it..

i suck..
everything happened to make me tougher..

please don't give up..

white white snow

pretty scenes are back.. especially when it is snowing..

everything so white.. and bright cox of the snow.. :)

snowball fight is also enjoyable~~ lol..

BUT really dislike going uni during snowing period.. it's a very tough job and i feel so 伟大 as a student.. hahahhha.. like soldier going for a war.. so kua jiong..

and really dislike me sleeping a lot!!! i need coffee everyday to go uni.. -.-" i nap so much as though time is too much.. sighhhh.. so many things need to be done!! stop hibernating please..

ANYWAY, today i received my first salary in uk jor.. kena tax so much and i didn't know about that.. lol..

2+ more weeks till winter break.. please cancel more lectures i don't mind! so tired of them..

assignment now... zzzz..

ability

you know..

i have a damn strong ability in wasting time!!!

and should i be proud of that?

sigh..

the consequence of this ability will be explained in the terms PROCRASTINATION and UNPRODUCTIVE..

i hate it..

actually not that bad la.. just feeling annoyed with this ability.. 

and i know i had complained numerous time about me procrastinating jor in this blog..

let it be..

i dono how to change myself sometimes..

simple

i wanna study and revise a lot..
i wanna understand law, finance and whatever im supposed to study..
i wanna have less choices if possible..
i wanna complete all the application forms..
i hate myself being so lazy and procrastinate so much..
i hate myself for playing too much but i enjoyed a lot..

haiyo...
and i love my newcastle friends la..
being treated too good sometimes can make me go dumb dumb..
you dono what i mean..
hahahhaha..
grateful. blessed. love.

'i am supposed to do this.. i am supposed to do that.." is 废话。
concentration is much needed now!

week with no lectures

so suang? hmmm.. i doubt it la..

it's careers development week btw.. ahhhh~ my career.. means my future?.. my summer placements on? my term placements on? i also dono n lazy to think laaa... damn useless me with my super geng procrastination skills lor! tq tq.. =.=

ok la... quite happening recently since last fri... and i lacked of quite a lot of sleep... :o :O :o yawnssss.. drinking, sing k, bowling, outings etc etc ALL DONE except studying.. sounds like my msia's summer hols oni.. or i think.. busier than my summer hols.. lol.. urm.. then i had a nice halloween compared to last year's.. but i will stuck both into my memory as both should be remembered... heheee..

it's only 1 month plus in uk for me.. wow.. 

and it's november already~~~ year 2010 ending so soon.. but i kinda like my 2010 lah.. :D hahhahaa.. sounds so sor por.. -.-"

action! study.... :(
ohya.. another thing was added into my favourite food list:

ferrero rondnoir

:)

weee... damn long din camwhore with chocs jor.. :)
n damn fat i know..

emo a bit

Everything passed by me too fast...

Things change and will change again and again..

Same place.. Different time.. Changes much...

ahhh~

Sometimes I just like the feeling when red light stops me..

But life doesn't have red light..

Don't let me realise too many things lahh.. :(

end of oct

i blogged really little recently.. VERY VERY LITTLE!

hmmm.. wanna blog about ystrdy's achievement!
hahhahaha.. i made a very quiet person to talk super a lot until i lost my chance to talk after that.. lolx.. -.-" how did i do that? zzz.. very easy only lor.. as most of you know, my english is so lousy..
YSTRDY i was trying hard to speak to a guy and he was listening to me so patiently .. hahahhah.. then suddenly he braved himself to talk super a lot after that!!!.. he must be thinking that my english so lousy but still dare to talk and crap so much.. and he kept reminding telling me that the mentors(me) don't need to have good english.. =.=  swt or not my reason.. ok la.. at least i achieved something lor..

but that guy really scared me a little.. ' from a very lonely guy who sat at the very right corner of the class... to a guy who jokes and shares most of his stories with me..' hahhahaha.. it's just one of the benefits of having not so good english :)

and you know... i think i can influence people around me so easily since high school.. i made quite few people around me to become sampat and indirectly leaded them to a happier world.. heheee.. some even thanked me before.. xD lolx.. thinking back.. i think i was influenced by those taiwanese entertainment shows when i was form 1/2 and i am good in applying jokes around my life after that.. hahahahha.. APPLICATION! zzz.. a bit wth but i really did that..

and i never regret turning my friends to become siao siao~~ what is life for.. try our best to make all our days happy happy a little lor.. weeeeee....

well, back to some emo cases here:
i miss yum cha sessions a lot.. i miss sitting down there at chatz room or old town etc till 1 or 2am.. i miss the laughters we had and we laughed till stomach ache and non-stop... i miss sharing problems with one another.. i miss how you guys know my attitude and actions so well.. i miss how sampat we can be.. i miss the moments with you all.. i wanted to fb tag u all a lot of times but i just stopped myself from doing that suddenly with dono what reason.. hmmm.. guess i have expressed much enough in this blog la..

ohya.. i miss the smell of durian... the yellow colour durian.. sigh.. durian dodol can't really substitute my satisfaction adi... just like how the economy curves work.. :(

second year in uk is really different from first year.. because of CHANGES again lor..
tata for now... back to work!

1 month in uk adi~

dun feel long.. n dun feel short either.. hmmm...


the biggest change during that one month was obviously NOT ME BECOMING SKINNY! hahahahh.. zzz.. so, the change that had disturbed me for quite a few weeks was my reformatted laptop lor... and the &;$#&!@@$*% comp. repair guy.. sigh.. no more reminiscing photos time and my laptop is just so boring now.. :(

ok la... life is good in uk.. laughters plus more laughters can occur to me so often (means quite many stupid things happened).. =.= nvm, they make me and people around me healthy.. and thinking of those stupid things can just make me smile suddenly on the street..  -3-


some ppl eat to live..
some ppl live to eat..
and i choose live to not eat.. :)
zzz


ps: let me understand you pls pls pleaseeeeeee~

laptop lo

sighhh.. 

for the next 4 days and 3 nights... i have to lead a life without my laptop again... :(

and become so not active on the internet... zzz.. sounds familiar? cox de same thing happened last week ago.. and i was suffering from some minor depression without my laptop with me.. duuuuuut... and i complained it to a lot of people.. and now i feel the stupidity for being so depressed.. hahahahhaha... one friend even asked me to face the challenge of life.. lolx.. no laptop gt so kua jiong mou... 

then when it was reformatted, i suffered from more serious depression reminiscing all my lost files and musics.. as i saved most of them in my msia's external hard disc... -.-" thinking about it makes me feel annoyed..

i know i can do lots of things other than thinking of my laptop..

so this week.. i shall have a happy happy weekend without it...

bless me.. 

and bless my laptop too.. pls don't tell me my next weekend will be like that again.. choi choi choi la..

about homesick after 20days??? nahhhh... i just pray for my parents and that dog to be healthy.. :)

so, newcastle!

classes start tmrw!!! the worst day on my timetable.. is.. tadaaaa.. MONDAY!! 4 classes with three 1 hour break in between for all of them.. =.=

ok la. my very sui week. (this week) pls go away... i really dun lik you.. zzzz.

hopefully laptop will b repaired on tmrw..

tata..