i nag too..

i admire people who have dreams since they were young and they strive hard to achieve the dreams!!

i seriously do...!
some of my friends who study medicine now have this kind of dreams..
"my ambition is to become a doctor so i can save many people in the world"
and they have their reasons to do SUPER well in exam since they were young.. to achieve their dreams!..
*****admiring*****

why i do not have dreams like that when i was young...
and the reason i got As for my science subjects in spm and alevels.. is... nothing~ (but there is something beneficial like scholarship la..)
sigh... all the time i strove hard.. was just for temporary excitement and to get to a higher level?... and my dream is...O.. kosong!!! it means i am worse than people who have dreams but didn't strive too hard for them..

i need a dream to achieve!!

so, government should always persuade primary school students to think properly and find their targeted ambition la!!! and parents too....!!! rawrrrr..

you know what, sometimes i wished that my parents will ask me to study for a certain degree rather than i choose myself... But! they don't want me to blame them and they don't want to take the responsibility.. zzZ... they are so smart.... so i have to DIM (do it myself)... i choose here choose there and ended up in accounting and finance...

my choices before a & f : (this starts when i study alevels)
hospitality & tourism, dentistry, actuarial science, medicine, nurse, chemical engineering, bio-technology, pharmacy...... and i chose Accounting.. hahahahah..
ps: i have sufficient reasons for me that i chose accounting ok...!

my small ambitions are:
florist, putra LRT ticket seller, cashier in mcdonalds, actress, event organiser...etc!
in the end, i even wish to work as many types of jobs as possible.. hahahahha..wth..

Finally, what can i do now... is... NOTHING! but...

FOCUS!! on accounting and finance.....!

another level to jump up!!!