a boy

i wish i am a boy! who can travel ALONE wherever he can... pfft!

yor... why my brother can do that.. i cannot!!!
no matter how dai ga jie i showed to this world...
no matter how du lan my face can be...
no matter how many rude words i have said..
no matter how lan si i can be...
no matter how i bullied people..
no matter how rude i can be..
no matter how a few people called me bro... lolx..
no matter how TOUGH i can show to this world!!!!

i am still a female who should be scared being raped...
especially in front of my family!!
gender discrimination! hhahahhaha...
haiyo... why am i a girl...
i want to travel alone laaaa....

maybe i should cut my hair and change myself into a tomboy..
that people have to wonder about my gender when they first saw me..
soon!! hmph!!!
if i were a boy~~~~~~~
not if! i hope.. hheheeee...

ps: i hope some of my bff won't scold me now..-.-"